AND of all the dry days that has been occuring over the past few weeks, it just had to rain today..
The sun didnt want to come out to play...
I didnt get the suntan that i wanted...
sobzzz..
Haha... but i just looove Sentosa... there are soo many cute guys! hahahaa... met a group of AJ frenz playing volleyball.. but didnt dare to approach them... haha...
I want the SUN!!!
Bah... hahaz
Richard's galfren was so funny today.... she kept calling my name... and kept laughing at my reaction... (sounds familiar doesnt it... ) sonia!! haha...
Anywayz... she kept laughing at everysinglethingthatidoo that I couldn help being happy though the sky was pretty much gray for most of the time...
I noticed that AJ couples are getting pretty much more daring as well... A suntanning AJ couple was like rolling about in the sand and hugging each other....
Dunno why I was kinda envious....
The sunset was beautiful... The sun behind the clouds... Golden rays peeking out from beyond the clouds, illuminating the back of the clouds... It looked like the gates of heavens opened up itself and revealed itself to us...
Then it slowly set into the ocean while turning a deep shade of red....
I swam alone to an empty small island off the coast of siloso beach and set down there and started thinking about everything that has been happening to me for the past few weeks...
My friends...
Myself...
I'm not who I used to be.... The emotional scars I experianced has erase away my innocence...
I've experianced a multitude of emotions... and many times I've allowed my emotions to take over me... I never once belived that holding back tears was a symbol of weakness... rather, it is an expression... of the extremes of both happiness and sadness...
I marvelled as I realised how much my goals has changed... From merely conquering cyberworlds... to conquering others... now, to conquering myself...
I love me....
I dont want to be anybody else... but I do admire the accomplishments that people do...
Its because I love myself that I refuse to admit that there is a limit to what I can do...
Call me a narcissus or anything you like...
But my body, mind, and spirit, has experianced knowledge and emotions far beyong what many people have experianced...
I may be stupid... but I sure have gone through much more then many self-proclaimed smarties in the world has...
I was thinking all these while looking at myself... haha... dont be disgusted...
Yah.. I love myself and I wont let anything bad happen to my body...
I was just thinking back on the time when I used to have a well-defined body that I myself could marvel at...
I'm pretty ok now.... but I could do more... regain my abs... tone up my body... AND GET A SUNTAN!!
Thanks to my constant exposure to the sun when I was young.. now I cannot get a suntan easily...
bah..
hahaz...
Enough about myself...
Hmm... 20+ questions posted on the econs discussion board.... in one day...
Hope Ms Tan will understand...
Today's Interesting Fact:
A British medical journal called The Practitioner has determined that bird watching can be hazardous to one's health. They have officially designated bird watching a hazardous activity, using the example of the death of a bird watcher who became so wrapped up in watching a particular bird that he failed to notice his potentially dangerous surroundings and was eaten by a crocodile.
Wait...
Yeah.... I will wait...
Till I've done enough to achieve a standard...
Then I will return...
What can love do to a person?
That a person can go to the ends of the earth to be able to hear the words..
That a person can forsake everything to be close..
I'll remain closed for now...
With you in my heart...
More then frens, less the "frens" (*wink)
=Kyo and Her=
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